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I got a new username (grass_eyes ), it's a friends only journal. Add me and I promise I will add you back.
Last night I was at the park with Daniel for about 3 hours. Ah, I don't like him at all, I feel bad. He's giving me free guitar lessons. I learned some chords last night, kind of productive. We share our hatred of Whitman, who walked by the park (alone I might add) and we just kind of looked down. What was weird, is that Dan brought incense, he smelled like Twist and Shout too. Ya, so in conclusion I don't like him at all, I guess we could be friends or somehting, but that would kind of be teasing him. Well, I knew I wouldn't like him when I first met him, but you know me and rejection, I can't turn people down, that sucks for everybody.
Sean is really cool, he's funny. OK, anyway, read my other post, it is of significance.
This weekend was really fun. First, on Friday I went to "Napoleon Dynamite" with Carley, Olivia, Michaela, Liz, Eve, Carley's friend Even, and Fuji. It was so funny, I love it now.
Then Michaela, me, my brothers, my fahza, and my brother's friend Dominique (Dom) drove up to the mountains. The next day we went to Winter Park and me and Michaela walked around the base for while. At night we went to see "Without a Paddle" which wasn't as funny as I had hoped, we were the only ones in the theater that got the Creed joke. Then we waited near the concession stand for my dad to pick us up. We met this really cool guy named Tanner and next time I go up I'm gonna hang out with him (we exchanged numbers, this wasn't hopeful thinking). Then I got a Mary Jane hoodie.
Now I'm sitting here arguing with my dad because he is an alopiu hole. I was supposed to go to Taste of Colorado with the posse today, but I couldn't go. I did however get to go "bike riding" with Kelly today. I got a bracelet and then I bought one for my secret person in Bellisima.
So confused....Ok, adding on to this entry. I went on this hugely muddy bike course on my brothers bike with Michaela and I fell twice. My hands had rocks and mud in them, it hurt. I felt special because it was bleeding and the mud started turning red. I felt tough, especially when I had all of this mud on my jeans and on the side of my face.
Sorry for this other update, but it's my photobucket where I had too much time on Sunday and Monday night, and too much room on my camera's card. So here is my boredom, from me to you.
Well, the day itself actually sucked, school at least. Biology was fun though, I got to talk to Brittany a lot more, we worked with Lee on this class assignment thing( if you know Lee you know it was randomly fun). It was Joanna's birthday today. Happy Birthday Joanna! I have to get her a present, something to do with our inside jokes....
I just got this really encouraging e mail from Nick, that's good. Wow, I'm gonna miss him so much, only 8 more days till he leaves.... That really sucks. Ok, need to get back in happy mood.
Yay! I have my seconds part (My new part in Magnificant) down! we only worked on it for like 20 minutes today, I was really happy, we have part checks tomorrow so hopefully I'll be ready for those. But yay! I get to hear Julie, Tim, Aaron sing. They're are all seniors, I'm gonna miss them so much when they leave. I love them all, man, that will suck. But at least they invited me to graduation so I can see them then and if any of the stay for the summer, we can finally have that tofu party Tim was talking about.
Ok, I'm really happy.
Wow, Nick's been reading my LJ. Didn't see that one coming. That's good though, if Eddie's gonnna be clueless, his other half shouldn't. Nick wrote me this emial too. It was really sweet, all about how I could talk to him about this if I needed and stuff. Man, I'm really gonna miss him.
Last night was fun. Michaela, Joanna, Eddie, Nick and I went up on the roof. I didn't hurt myself this time either :-D. Then we played some kind of ball game in the basement. Steven came, he's cool. He has cool hair AND eyes. They are both blue. Then I left and gave Eddie and Nick a hug, well, 2 for Eddie actually. I was really sad when I left, I guess I was hoping to get something accomplished, I don't know though.
I have homework to do now but first. Last night I found out from Joanna that Joselyn's been talking about me. I stopped with her! She's only doing it because she likes Stephen, and he likes me (by the way he called me last night and I actually talked on the phone). Blast her, I can't even think of anything that she could hold against me, that's definitely a relief. I don't have to worry now. Hwoever I am worried about not getting this stupid homework done. Bye
No one comment on this 'cause I'm just gonna delete it later. Tonight I see Eddie, I'm not sure if I'm gonna have my talk with him, I doubt it, but I'll let you all know how things go.
Today I am leaving for the vocal retreat at one. Gone till late Saturday evening.
Carley said somehitng to Timmy.
I talked to Daniel today, he's a pot head and that's really un appealing.
Not much else to say at the moment...
Today was depressing. Shawn came by today for lunch. That was awesome, I miss him soo much. I was really sad after he left, it's so stupid how we can't do the movie tonight, stupid Fadre. Blast him! When I saw Shawn I ran up to him and gave him a big hug, I've missed them, everyday at school I would see him in the halls and I'd get a hug that would always make me feel better, but not anymore.
Ok, so about last night and the concert.
I went to see The Matches at the Climax Lounge at 7. I went with Joanna (she knows Shawn's, the lead singer, sister) and Joanna's friend Julie. I don't really like Julie that much, I guess I do but I don't respect her. She wanted to buy a Matches shirt just so she could have proof that she went to the concert, I don't even think that she liked the band. Anyway, we got there and it was really smokey, the opening band didn't really serve as a crown pumper but they were good. The second band (Dr. Neptune) was retty good too, the lead singer kept having these spaz attcaks and he was hitting himself in the head, it was so funny. Then finally, The Matches came on. They played 2 songs that I've never heard before, and everything on their CD except More Than Local Boys. It was so cool, we were in the very front of the mosh pit and right near them. When they would lean into the audience their spit and sweat would fall onto us, I know that sounds gross but I don't care. Julie was not ahppy about being in the pit, she was getting really annoyed at the people pushing her, I was having so much fun. I had an awesome time, I know I've said that a lot, but it was so frickin cool. I'm gonna skip around a lot in this entry. When we first got there and were waiting to get in the door, we saw Shawn and we went and got him and he stayed in line with us the whole time talking to us. Then he gave me a hug . I saw the bass player for the third time this summer, he is sexy, no ohter words could describe him. I got Justin (bass) and Matt (drums) to sign my shirt, I already had Shawn and Jon's signature from the first concert I went to of theirs. Then at the end of the concert I got free stickers from Shawn and he signed them with things like "VIP" and "backstage pass". They are so cool, I love them! The mosh pit was fun too, I wanted to get some bruises from it so I could have somehting to show, but I didn't :-(
So, now I'm in the library with Carley on my free period, yet again. I saw Stephen and he hthen remembered that I was the girl who was James at the concert (hamilton band orchestra concert). I don't want to be thought of like that, I'm pretty sure people think a lot more happened than what did. The extent of our flirting was his hand on my leg, nothing more. That really sucks, I do not want to be looked upon like that.
Ah! I just got back from The Matches concert. It was sooo cool! I got to talk to Shawn (lead singer) while we waited to get in, and then I moshed! I've never done that before, it was awesome, it got so hot though. I smell of smoke and other people's sweat, but it's great! Ah! Write more tomorrow when I'm clean. Holy crap tonight was awesome!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
OK, so my day wasn't perfect but it was good. I really love my school this year, I don't know why, but it's really cool. Today went as normal, but Joselyn was talking to Caz! No! Caz is awesome (setting the record staright now, I do not like Caz like that). I hate Joselyn, for these reasons:
Ah! I hate my Dad! I was suppoused to see Napoleon Dynamite tomorrow with Shawn! AHHHHHHHHH! He is an asshole! I hate this! Why not? Because you 14 and he's 17! Who cares?!?!?! I went to a middle school/ high school, he can't expect me to seclude myself from the odler people! Thsi is such bullshit! Shawn is graduating this year! He doesn't even go to my school anymore! I haven't seen him since May!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! This is so messed up! AHhhhh!
I feel as though today will be a good day. I got sleep, had a funny dream, took a shower (with my yummy shampoo), got dressed, dryed hair, did makeup. That's normally what I do every morning but this morning I am happy. Today will be a good day! And if it's not and I come home and post about how crappy my day was, that will suck, but at least I'm happy this morning.
OK, so what happened today? Besides finishing my math homework (yay).
I went to this HS assembly where they told us that were selling magazines, we get a prize and cash profit:-D which rocks. Also, if we sell 6 magazine subscriptions we get to skip class and go to this blow up fun house thing, thatrocks my socks off. While we were at the meeting I met this guy Stephen, ifound out from his friend and Michaela that he likes me, yay! He's really cute, and from what I know of him today he's nice and funny. This magazine thing is awesome, if we sell "x" amount we get this ride in a VIP limo thing! Ah! All the prizes and cash, it's cool.
Today in Bellisma we worked more on "Magnificat" by Donald Kendrick, it's so pretty, and the alto part is beautiful, the harmonies that happen, *shudders* they are so amazing.
Well, again, at my free period with Carley by my side. Today has been fun so far, I went to math (amusing 'cause I have the cultured kid and Brendan at my table), then Geography. Some kids from period 7 switched into our class, one of them being Italian Timmy. Our seats got reassigned (I was sitting next Erienne and Carley) to alphabetical order so the teacher could learn our names, and guess who I got to sit next to.... Italian Timmy, he's really cool. He's from Ukrain and moved here when he was 10. I tried to get him to teach me how to say "Hello" in Ukranian but he was stubborn. And Daniel came in late, I'm sad I won't be sitting next to him, he's funny.
Just finished sitting outside with Carley and finishing some homework, it's so hot outside.
Oo! On Wednesday I might get to see a movie with Shawn, I'm really happy. I've missed him so much, stupid Bear Creek, taking him away fromt he vocal life, blast them.
Well, off to watch Carley draw.... I should have brought a book.
Today was awesome. It started out with me going to church and a hanging out primarily with Michaela and not Eddie or Nick. The the church (those who wanted to come) then went to Cook Park and we had a yummy picnic. Then there were a bunch of baptisms and 5 minutes before they started Michaela and I decided we would get baptized too. So, we went up and got baptized in the freezing waters of the stream that they had there.
Today Michaela came over and we walked down to the 7eleven and got some slurpees. On on way back we stopped at my old elementary school and drank them on the picnic benches and talked. Then these guys on their bikes came by. There were 3, one was like 11, the other was about 16, and the last was like 18. The 16 year old was cute, him and the 18 year old had hair like Nick's (red, curly). They came by for a little bit and just rode aimlessly around. Then about 10 minutes later they came back and wouldn't leave, I was really close to cracking up so we just left to the rest of the playground. That was really fun, the swings broke my legs. Then we walked home.
Tonight I talked to Tim (my psuedo senior). A couple nights ago I had a dream that he died, it was so real, I was actually convinced that he had died until Saturday. We talked about boyfriends and we have a lot of the same problems with them. I forgot who it was but someone told me that what I need is a bad boyfriend, Jeff was so perfect I think that that's why it didn't work out with me and him.
One more thing. To all the people who comment, I just wanna say thank you and I 'm sorry if I haven't been commenting on yours, I'm going to soon though.